I’d say love, or whatever degree of dosage you may call your definition of love, can be felt in the sweet spoon of honey we all indulge in at least once in life, and yet also in the one spoon too many that wrought a burning, stuffy, unpleasant…feeling.
wallstreet was awesome
it would seem redundant to tell you what im thinking if you already know what i’ll think next. anywho plz guide me to “seek ye first” so that “all shall be added unto you”
it was 1:43 when i started typing this but chad needed help with his intro paragraph.
amen.
I feel GOOD!
Oh I feel so GOOD!
I feel fine!
All of the time!Abooga, abooga abooga abooga booga!
REMIX!
Hold up, wait a minute let me put some booty in it!
Uh, some booty
Uh uh, some booty!
im totally down with this car. the first things that went through my mind as i rode back home i needed a Bose stereo, one kick-ass funny air freshener, and a Harvard licence plate frame.
11/26/10 I felt the frost on the 91 civic, an intriguing taste of the unusual 4th season weather. Running my hand across it, I watched my breath exchange with the fresh air, a mint-less Dentine-Ice. I waved goodbye to ate, and buckled in Lola. It was about 12:30 am.
Sat down with a balanced feeling of warmth surrounded by just the right temperature of chilly upholstery. put the beats over my hood and pressed play, it was “Just the way you are”. Couple thoughts came over me, but all had a satisfying taste, a taste of the very concentrate of content and crushing.
Yeah its resolved, music helps; but the happiness, not from the success of a love but the thrill of its existence and unknown outcome is in its own shape of a smiley face. Like ending the night where you ended that chapter of the Deathly Hallows where Harry dies; you know it’s going to be a happy ending, so you can’t help but ask with suspended thrill, “What happens next?” with a big :] on your face.
Happy Thanksgiving.
ps: i hate how now i’m on the other side of that one way conversation. i don’t hate that its happening, but the part that i know how it feels to have to act like that, cuz it just ain’t there. but thats how the cookie crumbles right? :] im just happy to have a cookie crumbling.
best line - WELLL IM NOT SUPERSTITIOUS.. ABOUT YOUU!
cuz this is the perfect trial on teaching me humility. to surrender even when you youve got it won, to let go of the need of justification. not to just not care, but to proverbs 10 : 19 “When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise.”
OMG OMG OMG IM TURNING 17 AND I STILL LOVE THIS. veggie tales ftw.
i mean everyone’s entitled to be devastated, its going to happen, but its being sad about the little things that escape my logic. when people cant find a reason to end their sadness; why you looking in the first place? why is happiness such a conditional emotion? i try to smile even when its not the reflex reaction. because theres humor, and intrigue in everything. even when idle, it can be found. even in the pathetic truth that i probably can’t make things go how ive ever so hoped them to be. maybe its thanks to God. and yeah, Nat King Cole said “Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking”
keeps interrupting my classical music montageness of intellectual stimulation for this ORGANIC CHEM CRAP. currently playing -> Fascination - Craig Duncan
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